Self destruct sequence

Ok so a new year approaches and I'm definitely making some changes. Fuck new years resolutions. That shit is over rated and retarded and no one ever sticks to them anyways.. I'm just weeding out the drama and negativity in my life, mainly focused on a few people. I don't need that shit.. I've made up my mind on who I want to be with and if they won't choose to except it, then fuck em.
I'm going to take school a lot more serious and after this semester is over I have to make a decision on whether or not I want to leave this place. I'm starting to realize more and more as each day goes by that it will probably be for the better. There are no opportunities for me here. The only thing that is tying me here is School, Adam, my family and one good friend. (Mr. Sousa you are a great pal. ) I know those people will support me and come visit me wherever I end up. :) And I can pick up where I left off on school any day.
I have to find a job. I will be looking non stop until I find one. I don't even care if it's 5 hours a week. I need some form of income to support myself because shit is really starting to get hard. Not just for me but for my parents as well.
2009 has probably been the worst year of my life. Only one good thing happened this year and he's sleeping next to me in my bed. :) I definitely will not miss 2009. This coming year i'm going to be keeping myself busy and make the best of it. I have Adam, my family and a few good friends by my side, that's all I need. some cash in my pocket would be nice but until then, Everyone else, and 2009 can suck it.